Luqman Ahmad

i know it's never simple never easy .
so what do you want me to do ?
sometimes i wonder , have you ever thought of me ?
you make me think all the time .
i want to be free from all that _ .
had enough of it . i want to live life without
having to hang on someone .
Loving you hurts much .

Today's trial for the IYSC .
hopefully she'll be impress with my moves .
hopefully she'll be impress with my good shooting .
hopefully she'll be impress with my circle work .
hopefully she'll put me in .

i want to be in the team . I want my evil twin Janelle to be in too .
I need her to be in school next year .
i need her to push me during track .
i need her to be my running partner .
i need her to be my EVIL TWIN !

J ,
don leave me hanging alone here !
i need you during training .
and bukit jalil ! ;((
gosh , pleaseeeee !
*sobsobsob*


Going KL (Bukit Jalil) 21 nov ,
for a week i think . i'll be back on the 27 nov .
& den IYSC , thats if i get in . from 29 nov to 7 dec .
& den YOG Camp . from 8 dec to 12 dec .

there goes my hols .
wanna watch New Moon ,
dont think have time , unless i run away
from hostel just to watch that show . heh .








FarahShakina ;D

1. mira im not angry at you . just confused .
2. i dont understand why Sha said that to Alif .
3. school's a bitch !
4. Super-Carameloo is being super niceeee .




1. Mira :
B ! i not angry la syg ! i was bloody confused .
that bitch suddenly talk about me .
Alif somemore showed me when i wasn't in a good mood .
thats why all the F come out .
and add to that , i was having a bad headache . such a bitch .
& B , about the ____ thingy , don worry about it . just heck care k .
don care ___ say ; iloveyou ! ;D

2. Alif :
Alif Haiqal you're such a bitch for telling me. argg ,
now everyday whenever i look at you ,
it always tells me that you're the one .
cause you're the only one i told y'know what -.-
i hateeeee you so muchhh ! oh & ,
don try to ask for help in math , i don wanna help already arrr!
kau kental ! hahah ; ihateyou! ;D


3.School:
Been having bad headache ! such a bitch ! everytime training like no mood .
i've been sleeping alot too . it's like a must to sleep after school . like kim say,
maybe i'm pregnant .hahaha . stupid idiot roommate . i still love her though .
 i cannot believe that i scored 47/50 for math . power peee ! hahaha .


4. Super Dudeeee :
this week you have been very nice .
thanks for being very super nice towards me .
i love it . you're such a sweetheart .
can't wait to meet this friday and sunday
; iloveyouFREAKY-S! ;D



Your fire is burning my mind
Is it love or is it lust ?







 

 

oh how i wish there's no scary scary stuff on my level .
now me and kim like don't dare to sleep alone .
and worst , we watched paranormal activity .
bitch , that movie scary nak mampos.

after that movie , kim slept with shawallah , i slept with koreen .
hahhaha , and the cute part is that koreen didnt know that
she was actually sleeping on my shoulder . hahha .
i was trying to move but was stuck with her .
Sam and shawallah sleep talked . hahaha .
lagi best , people scared already still they can sleep talk.
lucky , no one sleep walk .hahah

i haven take out my contacts for 2 days ! 
what can be worst den that ?

 

Have no idea what happened .
not gonna talk about it .
not pissed or anything , just confused .

my hair looks freaking messy ,
and i'm not doing anything ;D
i loveee it .

life've been , y'know COMPLICATED .

i love firoz still ;D







keep holding on Farah Shakina ,
you're strong , you're independent , you're weird .
hahaha.... ;DDD

Super sick .
temp: 38.0 - 38.8
cool huh .
but i was still crazyy at home .

yesterday night had a bad dream .
Dreamt about Sam .
Sam stalked me den next day he killed me .
power ar he .
let's just hope it'll never happen k ;D


I felt so gedeng , for telling him what
im afraid of .
paisehhh lor !
hahaha ;D


i hopefully he doesnt use it to do anything . 
;DD 


alright , saya nak pergi mandi lagiiiii ! 


ciaoooooz ;DDD

 

"My parents not at home . wanna watch porn ?"
HAHHAHAHHAA ! 

Mira came over to my house yesterday .
it was freaking fun , she was sooo retarded !
hahhaha . went school with her too .

ohh , yesterday night ,
bitch (kim) irritate me ;)
and sam called me , out of the blue .
o.0 weird people .

&& yesterday , kim took a video of something i did -.-
stupid . hahah . uploading it this weekend .
gosh , super stupid -.-
should see.


alright i gotta study for math now .
tomorrow is my math test ;D



ciaooooozz ;DD

 

tomorrow's english paper and im still here blogging .
great !
i hate doing english ! 
lost interest in it . super annoying .
and malay , WORST !
i HATE  malay ! so much ! 

oh , just now during lunch ,
fatin jump in front of me , and do her cacat face .
HAHAHHAH.
i swear it looked sememek ! 



alright , i wanna go study ! 


ciaooozzz






oh , errr mr,
i hate you .
you're an asshole .
you're nobody to me anymore ;D